Chapter 30
She lies silent behind me. I can hear her thinking. "Why are you not strong enough to go back to him?" she whispers.
"I can't explain it, Mum. I don't know if it's the fact that Dad has died or my own mind playing tricks on me."
"What do you mean?"
I swallow as I contemplate whether to tell her or not. "Since Dad's death I have been having horrible nightmares about Joshua being murdered in front of me."
"What!" she whispers.
I nod. "I have them at least four ti...